Tonight I saw The Man of La Tiger.
Jim is a really good actor.
In the scene he became a noisy hubbub, it seemed like that I saw the same from my father once or twice.
That is one of the types of men.
So..that is not my main theme here.
I want to know the meaning of performance.
Whenever I see a performance, there would be a fantasy for me to be a performer one day.
I won’t dream that I’ll be an actor..I think..guitarist or vocal in a band.
In fact in that day dreaming was not so concrete. There is no actual action following that.
That’s still a dream. For me, I guess, it is a expression that I want the others putting their attention on me.
Do I lack of it? or do I need it?
Um…expecting to fulfill such need solely is a low-level need.
We never want the others reject us. So would performance be done with that purpose?
There must be more.
So..why a performance needs audience in most of the time?
That is the next area needed to be explored.
But…has the main theme this time been explored…?
HAHA..I tried my best to avoid intellectual laziness. But I really got little about performance.
That is my limitation.
That’s not pseudo-profundity.
HAHAHAHAHA!!!
